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[Apr. 15th, 2008|12:52 am] |
I honestly didn't think I'd ever here from her again. After 8 months she finally sends a message back to me addressing the one I had sent her.
I don't know what to do. Try to mend a broken friendship? Start over? Go separate ways like we have been? I treat my friends well; I treat them real well. And they treat me well in turn. But with her - I did everything I could to help her whenever she needed it; I was there always. I didn't expect her to be some outstanding friend, I just wanted her to be a friend. She was never there. She never followed through with what she said she would do. She's gotten into drinking, hangs out with god knows who - probably some always semi-wasted and not a real positive influence group of people.
I forced myself not to make contact with her because I always was the one who would do it; I wanted to see if she would message/call me. She didn't. And now here she is - 8 god damn months later. What do you do? I don't want to sound completely bitter and bitchy if I write back to her because I'm not. I'm just disappointed and hurt and distrustful of her now.
Fuck. Why after all this time?! |
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